To all my devoted readers,

Thank you so much for the constant support to this trivial blog. I supposed this would be the final entry before I move on to another chapter of my life. This blog has been created for almost a year and a half – which is equivalent to the period subsequent to my graduation. Initially, I wanted to keep myself well informed of where I am heading to – that’s why I named it as ‘stepping forward’. As I move ahead, this blog has turned to become a medium for me to ‘gossip’ the obnoxious matters. Well, I can’t deny that I was just in the middle of nowhere at that point of time. I was trying to ignore decisions that would affect my future because I could not accept the fact that I’ve become a qualified taxpayer! I guess most of you, my dearest readers, have felt the same as I do – being in a state of ‘half-sleep and half-awake’, nothing better than a daydreamer.

Because of these reasons, I took up the suggestion by the majority and ended up in a place which does not belong to me. Not only that I’m not cherished, other qualities in my life has also adversely affected. In a nutshell, it’s a waste of my golden time. Regret? Mm, undeniably yes! It has proven to be the most costly lesson ever. I know it is impossible to turn back the time. In fact, I am grateful for being armoured with extraordinary will now. P/S: This is only my own perception.

Looking into all my previous entries – hahaha... I should laugh at myself, for making so many ridiculous statements. A workaholic! Passionate career! Bizarre wishes! Dream man! Oh no!!! Can someone cover this face of mine?! Okay, at least I’m no longer living in the fantasies. Awake! If not because of this lesson, I wouldn’t have realised that what I have is already the best. Well, I could not promised that my upcoming road would be smooth or that my decision today is the right one, but, one thing for sure, the previous road is definitely a disaster and should I persist on, I might lose my identity...

Mmm... Let’s not make this entry any longer. So, my dearest reader, please trash this blog and wish me luck in my future endeavours. I can be reached at my new blog (still under construction) at ... hehehe, ask me personally if it’s still worthwhile for you to read. Adios… Au revoir… Sayonara…


Half the world is sleeping,
half the world's awake
half can hear their hearts beat
half just hear them break

I am but a traveler, in most every way
Ask me what you want...to know

What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been.

I have been to sorrow
I have been to bliss
Where I'll be tomorrow,
I can only guess

Through the darkest desert
Through the deepest snow,
Forward always forward, I go..

What a journey it has been
and the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...

Forward, always forward...
Onward, always up...
Catching every drop of hope
In my empty cup

What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way

When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...

What a journey it has been...


Top student! High achiever! First class honours! What is so grand? What is so great about it?!

People said it is not easy to be honoured first distinction in accounting course. And that one could end up working in a big MNC firm with nicely decorated surroundings and ‘high tech’ pantry? Yes, definitely. With the LCD panel computer and whatsoever ‘canggih’ equipment you could ever think of. To be honest, this is what I have always wanted. And undeniably, I’ve achieved it. I’ve got what I wanted here. So what? Sitting in the office 8 hours a day, 5 days a week and even work extraordinary hours just to get promoted earlier because the ranking is so crucial in such a firm? So, how could I ever have a work life balance or even get more exploration in other area? Yes, I do agree specialisation is good. For one to have work security or even climb the corporate ladder. But... I have made up my mind - to walk out from this comfort zone. Because the opportunity is there, yes it is! To further studies? Or because someone willing to compensate my firm’s losses to get me over? A totally lucrative package I had never imagined. I am so confused...


Today is a special day 09.09.09.
What a nice day... =)

On this day, I want to make announcements to all my readers :-

1. this post is going to be the final post
2. seeseewhy.blogspot will be discontinued; and
3. new blog will be up soon but no confirmation yet.

Goodbye. Sayonnara.


Signing off,
shat-de-layne


It's the month for all the Taurean.
And I got to add 1 to my age; in fact, 2 I supposed.
Gosh, I'm 2 year older now but... I'm still who I am in the past 9 months. =D
I've made a new resolution - put a full-stop to all the discontentment and take each day as it goes. I know it's not only me who is facing the same scenario, but many of them out there. And I shall be glad to say I'm fine now.
Featuring in this blog from now on will be something lively, not something moody.
Upcoming posts will feature how I celebrated my big day 3 times, yes, THREE times and those 'frequently unfrequent' events. I noticed a sudden increase of traffic in my blog recently. Bear with me, I know u're excited... I'm excited too.


Signing off,
Janice Chip


I was searching for a new template for my blog last night.
But couldn't get one... Seems like there's no suitable template that suit me.
Sigh... I wish to create one myself but I'm not html pro. Wee...
I speak nonsense.

*Slap! piak!*


What will happen if one live without any purpose?
A world without a vision.

You wake up forcefully each day,
Use the same road,
And You drive to and fro to work
Work 8 hours a day
Go home, eat and then sleep...


Life Without Purpose

There can't be a harvest unless you plant the seed.
There can't be attainment unless there's a goal,
And a man's but a robot unless there's a soul.

If we send no ships out, no ships will come in,
And unless there's a contest, nobody can win.
For games can't be won unless they are played
And prayers can't be answered unless they are prayed.

~ Helen Steiner Rice



Fear... and Sad... and Gloomy...
Stopping in front of a traffic light that would never turn green!!!
Which direction to head to now?
Lost!!! So lost!!!
Turn back or keep going or wait till it turns green one day?



Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
~ Confucius


A new Monday...
Where am I? Seconded to individual tax dept.
A reward or a punishment?
Sigh... A world full of politics. Wherever there's human, there's politics.
Can I escape from these? NO! Cuz i'm human.
Hey, I'm just a girl with a simple hope ~ To live peacefully.